Tuesday, August 7, 2012

woman n man that i hate

u know what???
that's why sometimes its the reason why its sucks being a woman..
coz some cases are women being raped, women being hurt physhically by men..

well, yeah, u may say i'm a weak woman, since i cannot do karate or taekwondo or judo or kickboxing or any other stuffs like that to prevent myself from being harmed..

all i can is dreaming, imaginating... that i am not so feminine in my look or my body n face, so it won't attract bad guys...
or like i was in junior high, i was hoping to be a boy who have a chest not breast, so guys won't even look at it eventhough i'm fully dressed....

but when i work, my boss or management wants me to look like a woman, dress n even make up...
maybe that's why, i don't really like or know about make up...
yeah, u will feel pretty, and what???
still many bad guys will use the chance when look at woman...

so, why should i appear or dress or even makeup as a woman if it only will invite bad guys to do bad things to me?????
how can i be save going anywhere if i feel uncomfort, if i feel unsafe???

no no, it will be better if i can have a power to disappear or be invincible n walk freely...
yeah, but it's impossible, so i still will be a chicken when i go anywhere alone..
n 1 point for sure, i cannot always find someone or depend on someone to accompany me everywhere like when i was a kid... right???

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