SINGLE n AVAILABLE

Ternyata hanya 4 hari saja aq dbodohi perasaan..
Aq terlalu tersanjung akan adanya seseorang yg inginkan q jadi kekasihnya.. Tanpa pikir panjang kuterima saja..

Dan ternyata... Yah begitu lah.. Tak ada cinta untuk diriku. Mungkin q hanya persinggahan saat dukanya.

Ya sudahlah.. Berarti aq belum dtakdirkan bertemu wanita belahan jiwaku. ^_^


ps:
aq Danish, 26 androfemme jakarta, L-mom
mencari gf a/b, dewasa, setia, sabar, penyayang.. ;)

Welcome, Late..

Loh..
Apa karena lagi hepi..
Akhirna si bulan datang jua..
Untungnya gak pake sakit..
Tumbeen..

Oh, asmara..
Kau pun bisa menjadi painkiller..
Good then..

141209

That's the official date of us..
AndroDanish n JuniorCullen

kalo kata orang, cinta kilat khusus.. *surat kalii*

well, smoga.. smoga.. smoga.. yg trbaik untuk qta.. ^_^

U're Late

Sayang, kamu kok gak datang2? Sebenerny, aku benci kamu.. Karena setiap kali kamu datang, kamu selalu menyakiti aku..

Tapi bila kamu gak datang, kamu juga menyakiti aku, bahkan lebih..

Walau sakit, aku tetap menunggu kamu datang..



Ps:
PMSnya udah parah, tp haid blom kunjung datang. Aku gak mau ada penyakit lagi, apalg brkaitan dgn rahim n alat kelamin.
Haid sayang, yang aku benci sakitnya, datanglah cepat. Aku tak punya biaya rumah sakit kalo terjadi penggumpalan darah atau apalah namany aku gak tau!


I'm 100% sure I'm not pregnant becoz I never did "it" again for almost these 2 years..

New Moon : film atau novel?

09 12 09, 12:30, G6 @ 21 Blok M Plaza

Akhirnya aq nonton New Moon juga..

Reaksiny: nangis, ketawa, kaget (takut)

Kesimpulannya:
filmnya terlalu singkat/pendek.. Banyak banget yg d cut dari novelnya.. Jadi kurang seru n menegangkan..
Werewolfnya ga sesuai bayangan aq.. Trnyata giant wolf gitu y.. Kirain kayak manusia serigala lain yg bs brdiri 2 kaki..
I hate the kiss, dunno why.. Maybe becoz i'm single.. :p
The Volturi, bahasannya lbih banyak dnovel, lebih nyeremin..
Sam Uley ga ganteng y.. :p
Jacob lbih keren kalo gondrong y.. :p
Yang aq suka, Bella-Edward ga perlu bnyak dialog, tapi ekspresinya udah ngejelasin emosi masing2 (kedalaman emosi)..
Alice & Jacob kurang greget kebenciannya saat face 2 face..

Mungkin karena aq udah baca novelnya x ya, jd high expectation banget ama filmnya..

Tapi aq tetep nungguin film Eclipse & Breaking Dawn nya nti.. Moga2 cepat dbikin n beredar.. ;)
Amiin..

BT.. BT.. BT..

Malam ini jadi BT banget.. Pikir punya pikir, trnyata dr tadi/kmaren sore lagi kurang beruntung..

Pas k warnet jam 4sore, blom juga setengah jam, tau2 mati lampu.. Pdhal baru aja ngedownload n blom d attach ke email krn USB dah rusak.. Jadi sia2 deh tu download..
Nyampe rumah, masih penasaran pngen download lagi..

Abis magrib, stlah makan nasgor buatan mama, q pergi lagi k wrnet.. Trnyata masih mati lampu.. Nyari warnet lain deh..

Pertama, penuh..
Kedua, udah gerah bgt wrnetnya, entah knapa ga bisa ngedownload..
Ketiga, akhirnya nemu yg ga penuh n bisa download..

Tapi rame n ga ada privasiny krn ga dpartisi meja2nya.. Jadi agak risih aja.. Tetep lanjut c.. Lumayan dapet 5 e-book..

Eh, e-book trakhir trnyata RGO format.. Nah lho, apa pula itu? Tp ga sempet cari yg versi pdf nya karena udah jam 9.30.. Sdangkan masih mau k indomart.. Y udah, bsok2 lagi aja d urus lagi..

Dirumah, sms bunyi, dr FB. Ada yg ngirim message.. Dia bukan friend aq d FB, entah co/ce, ga tau.. Pakai bhasa Jawa, ngomong ".... .... ngerokok. Apa udah bisa cari duit?" (yg titik2, aq ga ngerti artinya!). Damn! Sapa dia, tau2 protes2 tntang diri aq.. Bikin esmosi aja!!!

Sekarang masih agak kesel aja.. Mungkin juga karena PMS x ya, jadi esmosi nya menjadi2.. T_T

Unfair

This
world
is
full
with
unfair
things
and
situation.

Lots
of
times
we
just
can
do
nothing
about
it.

Kaos xtreme

Tadi alias kemaren sore, saat q menyusuri jalan k arah seskoal.. Melihat anak2 SMP yang baru pulang meramaikan jalan.. Melihat punggung mereka yang melengang ringan..

Tiba2 muncul pikiran.. Gimana ya kalo q jalan, memakai kaos yang brtuliskan gede2 "I AM A LESBIAN! SO WHAT?!"
Jadi ketawa sendiri.. Hehe.. Coming out in public tuh.. Apalagi masih dket rumah pasti ada yang ngenalin q walau tukang majalah/ojek..

N i'm sure, if i do have that shirt, q pake tu kaos.. Paling kalo ngrasa jengah, tinggal pake jaket..

Suicide

Lately, suicide getting famous in Jakarta..
Well, i dunno whats on their mind so they decided to end their own life..
It's a pity.. If sadness n hopeless could be a weapon to kill..

To be honest, i've felt sad, hopeless, empty, useless, n so on.. Even, i wished 2 die.. But, fortunately, i dont have the guts to suicide.. I'm too afraid wit my sins, that i'll get hell if i do it.. But i know as well, my life wont be easy 4 me.. My friend said that n i believe her.. But i realized that i have 2 stay alive as long as i have the time.. Eventhough i cant erase the difficulty of my life.. But, i love my life.. Thank God i still can be wit my mom n my son.. N i'm trying 2 get a better life of myself.. At least, i wanna enjoy all the joy in this world so i wont regret.. :D

Need!

Oalah, tadi alias kemaren ga jadi kemenong2..
Padahal lagi pengen, butuh n harus nonton New Moon.. Kalo mpe telat pasti bakal nyesel berat.. Secara, udah 2x nonton Twilight dbioskop aja, masih pengen lg.. Mungkin kalo q banyak duid, q udah nonton aja dSubtitles.. Ada kan dsana? *ga ngerti juga, lah wong gak pernah*

Moga2 kesampean k bioskop n bs nonton New Moon ASAP.. :D

The Twilight Saga

After i watched Twilight movie, i was so curious to read all 4 novels..
I want to compare the movie n the book..
I love reading novels..
But honestly, I can't afford 2 buy those expensive things..
Fortunately, i found the free e-book of The Twilight Saga..
So, i could read all of those novels..
I was so excited to finish it quickly so i know the whole story..
And my comment was "why is it only 4 books??? I want more.."
So, i think the idea was great.. I love the cullen's family especially Alice n Carlisle.. The relationship, the love, the emotions between Edward n Bella are so deep.. It's really romantic love i've ever know.. When they get married, haha, i love that too..

These 4 books makes me insane.. Like i was there, inside the story..

I really want to watch 3 movies sequel..
Unfortunately, i haven't get the chance yet to watch New Moon.. :(

Envy, Dream..

Watched the infotainment few days ago make me feel envy..
It's about a celeb's engage party.. But, not the party that i envy.. Bout the pre wedding photo session they took before.. That's so beautiful n romantic..

I wonder when will i experience that moment.. With a woman, of course.. Yes, i dreamed about my L wedding..

I never hv a wedding like people did.. N i want my wedding, with my lovely woman..

I dunno when.. I'm still single now, already 9months..
Just hope 4 the best.. ;)

This Morning..

It's 4am..
Still dark outside..
Feeling sleepy actually..
But then, i get hungry..
So i grab my snacks so my stomach will not complain..

I dunno what's bothering me so i won't sleep..