Zero

everything is failed...
gone...
just a dream...
just imagination...

faded away...
to the nothingless...
am back to Zero...

and it's damn hurt...
but that's the risk..
that's the consequences...
from what i've chose...

now i just have to face it...
the pain...
the hollow...
the empty feeling...
the real pain...
proof that i'm alive...
that i'm human...

thx to my crazy friends at the office..
they were there when i shed tears...
they make me laugh with their silly jokes...
even my crazy manager...
so i feel not alone to face this...

sorry if the tears still falls sometimes...
yeah, healing needs time...